Tragic it came this, so sorry Femke. But with org dealing with 232529 members, I am sure it has become a blur to their moderating staff. I was once a mod there many moons ago. Long before the draconian moderating tactics took a hold. Sad thing about it to, is if anyone who is still in good standing at the org tried to defend you, I am afraid they would quickly become another org reject to. Redfisher, Xdave has been invited to our get together many times, but always has an excuse his health is not so good. And he only lives. like 70 miles away.