Wow, I'm very sorry to hear that. With those ratings it's incredible that you can't even find work. It's what terrifies me about the aeronautical work area. I'm looking to combine my love for business and aeronautics and open a company that sells and ferries all sorts of planes. We've got a guy wanting to partner with us who's quite high up in the aviation field and has a lot of potential contacts and contracts. As much as I'd love to one day work for Air France or Emirates, they're requirements are absolutely nuts. Air France hired only 2 pilots last year and fired over 3,000. And not to sound snobbish, but after spending 80k+ total on training from 0 to CPL, taking a regional job at 20k a year really seems out of my sight. In modern day America, it's hardly possible to even live on such an income, needless to say it's even more difficult when you're working 10+ hr days and can't work anywhere else at the same time. I wish you the best of luck and hope it definitely works out for you.